okay. This is an angry and hurt post of mine. I know someone related will be reading this and telling others who is related. But since i'm blogging, i'm prepared to let u guys know.

If u don like anything about me, tell me straight in my face. If u don even trust your own team mates, tell me. There's no need to say bad things behind me. All the lies that i told everyone in our team, all of them got to u. All the things that i told them that were not true, showed all ur true personalities. From this i can see that everyone cant be trusted. Not only the assumed me. EVERYONE. U guard against me so much that u don even realise that people around u are back-stabbing u. It's really funny u noe. When u can really see things happening around. Everyone is back-stabbing each other. IN OUR OWN TEAM!!! Things i told yude, yansheng, everything got to u. And i was amazed by how many things u noe!!! The one u should guard against is not me. Look around u for god's sake. Open up ur eyes and look. Where is the Zealous that we all noe. We should stand united and guard ourselves against other teams, instead of pitting ourselves against each other. I dont know what more to add on. I hope u have a mind of ur own and don be easily impulsed by other people.

Wah so super long since my last update..haha. u guys missing my entries?lolx. Ok anyway..was lazy to update or even upload the balloon hat photos..haha..okays i went gym yesterday..it was quite fun. Played around with quite alot of things but slacked around quite alot as well. Haha. Someone thinks i'm fat..Anyway i think my younger sis is fatter. haha. She's overgrown. She acts so innocent infront of everybody. But i think nobody actually knows she's turning into one typical ah lian. (U know those every sentence at least must have one bad word kind?) I mean if u know how to use then its still alright lah. But the problem is she don even know how she's using it and she wants to use. Its like "hey i'm using it to tell u i'm cool so even if i don look cool u better tell me i'm cool" kind of thing. hmpf!! At least be more mature!! Come'on ur no longer in primary school!! What ur doing now is what i did when i was in pri 4!! For god's sake..i admit i was childish at that time. But when u grow up and think back u WILL regret doing that. What did mummy and daddy teach u? To grow up to be like this? To grow up and be pessimistic and wanto kill urself over small things? Come'on..think again..u'll break their hearts ok..Its like "oh i'm very stress, i want to kill myself so i wont be so stress". Will dying solve any problems? Will giving up solve any problems?U choose ur own path of life so u walk it to the end and don ever give up on the way..I'm not going to give up on my job no matter how tiring it is. I'm not going to tell everyone that "hey i've lose to them". And same thing for u..U're not going to give up on your studies..U choose this class u'd better do ur best. Don give up ur life becoz of someone. Its not worth it and its stupid. Think of what are the things u could do in future!! Think of the things u could do without him..U wun die without relationships!! Its just parts and parcels of life..Everyone go through that..People who gave up, they lose. People who persever on, they win.
So u choose..whether u wan to win or u wan to lose..its ur own choice..

Yea its DMD lesson again~!!! Woah i'm happy. I simply LOVE DMD!! And i mean LOVE haha. Nothing much happened in school this few days. Its still the same routine. Me and denise laughing about all kind of things, Cody skips school until its like a miracle to see him in school and all sorts of craps. Its still fun except something bad is happening. Exams are coming!!!! Oh no, will i fail? I dont want to repeat any modules. haha. shall study hard from now. Guess i'll be able to at least get a pass?

I told hiom about setting up a blog so i can read. He said he did. And guess what? He's only got 1 pathetic post and it's about recruitment. Haiz. shan't bother him about his blog anymore. If he wants he will do it.

Yea i'm going to the PC fair after school!! I want to buy him a laptop bag so that he can put his laptop in that bag but not in his bag. And after that i need to get the white polo-tee for the Xcel whites day, and also a purple shirt for Zealous night. I've actually promised him dinner this coming sat but i've got a last min Zealous outing. *I'm sorry >.<~ I promise to go out with u next sat ok* Wonder if he'll be reading this post of mine. haha.

Oh no i'll be spending a lot of money today!!! I'm going to be soooo broke. Someone save me.....

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