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Monday, March 31, 2008



I saw this video somewhere, and found it quite interesting.

And, the best part is, the rabbit was in pink.

And, rabbits are never pink.

But it's just so totally cool and adorable.

And it's really great!

what we could have been, 11:12 AM.
Thursday, March 27, 2008

CANCELLED

I hope this doesn't turn out into childish "blog quarrels", but somehow or rather I predicted that will happen.
Anyway, I'm going to explain myself first. I'm having a band concert somewhere during June, and since I haven't been practising for a very long time, it's right that I go back for regular practises and just so much of a coincidence, my practises falls on Thursday! Normal practises ends about 7pm, after dinner, earliest I can reach Clark Quay MRT is between 830pm-9pm. So, I'll be late for freaking 30 mins at most.
Now for Yink. She got her KT Tunstall concert tickets a month ago at $103. And unfortunately, the day of the concert fell on Thursday, our outing day! She did make an effort to go after her concert which I believe nobody in the right frame of mind would miss and just waste $103.
Sam is always punctual as usual.
Xuan. Everyone in our clique knows and understand Xuan's situation. She can't go out till late, can't go clubbing, can't stay out often. If she cant turn up, it's not her fault. You might not know, but maybe she did try?
Nat. Was all ready for the outing. Received a message and everything she would have done to make up for the "yet to confirm" action had to be cancelled.
Now, you must be thinking I'm finding fault with you. No, I'm not. I'm just letting you know this is a mistake. A mistake of not confirming that everyone's free on that day before organising the outing. A mistake of only telling people when the outing is, despite asking whether they can make it on the day itself. This mistake has always been there, and therefore the outing always turns out to be a failure.
Why do outings that I plan with my group of 11 friends always work out? Ask yourself.
This isn't the first time this is happening. Realise I've always let it go, giving in to you, telling others "it's okay, don't get angry with her". Maybe to you, you've always been the one giving in, but look around and try to understand other people. We all have been doing things to help you.
Why do you always make it sound like you're the one suffering, the one giving in to everyone, the one whom nobody cares about?
Friendships ain't important to us? If it's not, why do we even bother making an effort to reply you and go for the outing despite our own commitments?
Boyfriends? Ask mine. How it feels to be abandoned for friends. You don't have one so you wouldn't understand.
Maybe explainations don't mean much to you and this post is nothing. But that's because we all care for this friendship.
You're hurt? So are we. I've always kept quiet, but please understand that this time, you've gone over the line.

what we could have been, 8:26 AM.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008

This is a very late one, due to the lazy pig who kept forgetting to send me the pictures.

MAX LIW WEI CHIANG'S BASHING 20TH BIRTHDAY!

PRE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

Pre birthday celebration was at Arena, again. With me, of cause, Yink, Sean, and some of his secondary and hockey friends.

Free flow from 10pm to 1am, and 1-for-1 shots from 1230am o 1am. Being the usual steady-rock-on us, of cause we went for the kill. And by 1am, I was quite gone already. Recovered quickly and continued to party.

However, stupid Max Liw couldn't get high no matter what so I went to get him his favourite waterfall. He burnt 4 straws, vomited after 3/4 of it, and got un-high. -_-" How thankful.

Got another apple shooter for him. Since he liked it. Nothing happened. As expected.

Went for the ultimate kill, Bacardi 151. Thank God, after 1 shot he was already flying. Halfway through the second one, he vomited like a Merlion, but managed to finish it. And after that, he un-high himself. -_-" Waste my money. Anyway, was glad he enjoyed it.

However, some unhappy things happened, which shall never be mentioned again.

REAL BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
Real? Sounds a bit weird but who cares. It was great! Spent 1 whole month getting his present ready. 300 stars, a GUESS? belt, a photo frame with our photo ( I know this is kind of old fashion lah), stationary ( he had serious need for this and he doesn't buy it. Typical lazy boys), and a very nice self DIY-ed birthday card.
Was supposed to go to his school with the present and cake to surprise him, but failed, cause I was too lazy to wake up on time, as usual. So met him at AMK hub instead. Went to buy his favourite Chicago Cheese Cake at Coffee Bean, and candles at some random shop since the cake shops were all too stingy to give me even 1.
After getting ready everything, hid the cake inside my bag, and met him. Went Botak Jones for dinner. Throughout the journey, I was grabbing on to my bag. Was so worried the cake would be ruined. =( And it was.
While he was ordering food, I got the cake ready in lightning speed and he was freaking surprise to see it. Since we were both starving already, he quickly blew out the candles and started devouring the cake. Our food came, and we continue to eat like we've been starving for 10 days.
Wait! Before the food! He opened the present. And stoned for 1 whole min. And i meant 60 seconds. Tears were even about to flow out of his eyes. He was so touched that I felt so proud of myself.
And did I mention, I gave him a Braun Buffle wallet the day before. So he thought that was the only gift from me and didnt expect anything more.
Anyway, this is getting too wordy, so pictures time.

Pretty? Credits to me! =)

POST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

Found out about my results right after 19th March strike 12. Was emo and actually going to school to appeal for a review of results. However, it was raining cats and dogs when I woke up and decided to postpone it to the next day. But, I didnt tell LIW LIW.

Went to Botak Jones again to buy dinner for him, and cabbed to his house. He was, again, surprised to see me standing outside his house. He's always surprised. And of cause he's super happy. Had dinner, then accompanied him to study till about 9 plus, then we went out and I couldn't remember where we ended up at.

So I supposed this spells the end of his very enjoyable birthday celebration by, his girlfriend, me alone. And I guessed he enjoyed every single second of it! =)

Happy be-lated birthday, Boyfriend.


what we could have been, 7:46 AM.
Monday, March 24, 2008

Freaking funny conversation after dinner, while walking home tonight:

Max: "I think i wanna eat ice-cream ah."
Me: "I also!! I wanna eat........"
Max: "Moo right!"
Me: "Eh how you know I wanna eat that?"
Max: "Cause~(out of tune till DAMN high pitch) you always eat that mah!"
Me: *Stares for awhile and burst out laughing!*
Max: *damn paiseh and runs away*

what we could have been, 10:54 AM.
Saturday, March 22, 2008

NABE BUFFET AT SERANGOON COUNTRY CLUB

Went for band today early in the morning. Was late meeting Cynthia as usual, and when I reached Mac, there was already a big group of seniors gathering there too. It was great seeing them again, and it feels even better to know that we'll be playing together as a band again since the last time we played together was like maybe 3, 4 years ago?

Anyway, band was great. Although most of us haven't been playing for a few years, but since we're all elites of Sembwinds, the standard is still there! =D

And credits to Lingwei, we'll each be having a card, that has our photo and details on it. So each time we enter the school, we just have to show the security guard the card and he'll let us in without hesitating.

Went for lunch with my band mates at KFC and I carelessly left my un-touched box of popcorn chicken on the table and left without it. =( And by the time I remembered it, I'm already at AMK waiting for 136 to Serangoon Country Club. I can't say I'm sad. It's just alot of mixed emotions.

Supposed to go swimming, but the rain just had to come. So we ended up in the study room with Max studying, and me watching My Girl on my ipod. And I fell asleep after about 45 mins.

Woke up 2 hours later and went to kena the Nabe buffet which we had agreed on since 1 month ago. Found out that NABE actually means Hotpot in Jap. It sounded quite vulguar to me though.

And we were so excited about the buffet that when we remembered to take photos, it was already near to finishing the meal.


Many many unlucky things have been happening to me this year. But I will still the happy-go-lucky me. As long as I pass all these ordeals, everything will be better. =)


Goodnight everyone!

what we could have been, 9:27 AM.
Friday, March 21, 2008

I felt like shit on Thursday and I'm still feeling like shit now.

Blogging at 4.30am in the morning when I have to wake up at 6.30am, which is 2 hours later. I just can't fall asleep, simply because I'm still thinking about my totally lousy results.

Anyway, what made me feel like shit is not the failing. Of cause I'd admit I felt better when I heard someone failed too, but it doesn't mean I was happy that we failed.

And I felt like shit because it was all meant as a joke.

Maybe it wasn't intentional, and maybe it was really a joke. It doesn't matter anymore. It just hurt me.

No matter how unintentional it was, somehow somewhere in a little corner of your heart, it still doesn't feel good.

And whats more, I was even concerned about him and asked if he wanted to join me for the appeal. OMG, I feel damn stupid lah!

Maybe next time I shouldn't take people's first word as the truth? Shouldn't be too concern towards people? Being too trusting also hurts so much.

Anyway I just feel like shit. Nobody will understand how I feel cause this kind of things never happened to you.

And I didn't mention to anyone, but this incident reminded me of Jason. So it hurt double, even triple times.

FOR-GET IT.

what we could have been, 1:54 PM.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008

FUCKED UP.

Results out before 1am on 19th March.

Came home after celebrating Max's birthday and imediately checked the reults.

Failed 2 modules. I'm so dead. I think Wayne Kan don't like me.

Heard can appeal, but I highly doubt so lah. If they allows, the whole school would be appealing already.

I'm damn screwed now.

what we could have been, 9:31 AM.
Monday, March 03, 2008

Yoz people, I know I haven't been blogging for quite some time. Exams ended, slacked around for quite awhile already. It's time to go back to work. But somehow something is pulling me back.

I havent been to work for very long, and I'm lacking of the cash. In need of lots of money now but I just don't really feel like going to work. It's like BORING.

Anyway darling's going for his attachment soon, so I think I'll get back to work soon too!

Just finish playing mahjong with my family, and it's getting quite late but somehow I still don't feel like sleeping yet. Tried to call darling but free call is cock up.

Need to get back on track. Am in holiday mood now and just feel like going out for shopping and all, doing everything except work. But the thought of being cashless to shop makes me.........
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Alright, I know it's lame. I just wanna do something stupid now k!

Going to Malaysia for massaging early in the morning with my family minus my younger sis who needs to attend school. And I am so going to buy a pair of boot! I don't care whatever happens, I'm still going to buy that boot and nothing will stop me.

And somebody please go catch that Mas Selemat. I don't want to live my life fearing that someday he might bomb the whole of mini Singapore.

I suppose this shall be the end of my nonsensical post.


Rose from Denise!

Goodbyebyebye all! =) I suppose I will blog again soon.

what we could have been, 10:08 AM.

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