Wah so super long since my last update..haha. u guys missing my entries?lolx. Ok anyway..was lazy to update or even upload the balloon hat photos..haha..okays i went gym yesterday..it was quite fun. Played around with quite alot of things but slacked around quite alot as well. Haha. Someone thinks i'm fat..Anyway i think my younger sis is fatter. haha. She's overgrown. She acts so innocent infront of everybody. But i think nobody actually knows she's turning into one typical ah lian. (U know those every sentence at least must have one bad word kind?) I mean if u know how to use then its still alright lah. But the problem is she don even know how she's using it and she wants to use. Its like "hey i'm using it to tell u i'm cool so even if i don look cool u better tell me i'm cool" kind of thing. hmpf!! At least be more mature!! Come'on ur no longer in primary school!! What ur doing now is what i did when i was in pri 4!! For god's sake..i admit i was childish at that time. But when u grow up and think back u WILL regret doing that. What did mummy and daddy teach u? To grow up to be like this? To grow up and be pessimistic and wanto kill urself over small things? Come'on..think again..u'll break their hearts ok..Its like "oh i'm very stress, i want to kill myself so i wont be so stress". Will dying solve any problems? Will giving up solve any problems?U choose ur own path of life so u walk it to the end and don ever give up on the way..I'm not going to give up on my job no matter how tiring it is. I'm not going to tell everyone that "hey i've lose to them". And same thing for u..U're not going to give up on your studies..U choose this class u'd better do ur best. Don give up ur life becoz of someone. Its not worth it and its stupid. Think of what are the things u could do in future!! Think of the things u could do without him..U wun die without relationships!! Its just parts and parcels of life..Everyone go through that..People who gave up, they lose. People who persever on, they win.
So u choose..whether u wan to win or u wan to lose..its ur own choice..
what we could have been, 10:34 PM.