Saturday, October 28, 2006
I dont know whats going on. I'm feeling so moody and so upset now. Went to visit her in the afternoon den went the doctor for my eyes and it costed me $24 for one small tube of medicine!!! And now i'm alone at home blogging??!!! I've got nothing else to do. I'm no longer excited about the Ice-skating tml nor am i anticipating him calling or messaging me tonight. No longer looking forward to meeting him or expecting him to take any initiatives. I feel so dead.
what we could have been, 4:20 AM.
