Thursday, November 16, 2006
Anyone knows how I feel now? I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so lost. Can anyone just be truthful to me about everything?!! It's all so unfair to me. I don't even know what's going on and I'm blamed for it. I'm so tired of everything already. Too hurt to do anything. Maybe avoiding is also quite good since I see that he's quite happy. I'm the one facing all the problems and in the end I'm the one hurting myself. Woah!! Great outcome! And now my eye hurts so much from all the crying and I'm feeling so terrible. I've always thought being in Dynamic was great, coz it gave me a chance to meet him. But now it all became my fault that i met him. It became my fault that everything came to this. What am I suppose to do?!
what we could have been, 6:30 PM.
