Thursday, March 27, 2008
I hope this doesn't turn out into childish "blog quarrels", but somehow or rather I predicted that will happen.
Anyway, I'm going to explain myself first. I'm having a band concert somewhere during June, and since I haven't been practising for a very long time, it's right that I go back for regular practises and just so much of a coincidence, my practises falls on Thursday! Normal practises ends about 7pm, after dinner, earliest I can reach Clark Quay MRT is between 830pm-9pm. So, I'll be late for freaking 30 mins at most.
Now for Yink. She got her KT Tunstall concert tickets a month ago at $103. And unfortunately, the day of the concert fell on Thursday, our outing day! She did make an effort to go after her concert which I believe nobody in the right frame of mind would miss and just waste $103.
Sam is always punctual as usual.
Xuan. Everyone in our clique knows and understand Xuan's situation. She can't go out till late, can't go clubbing, can't stay out often. If she cant turn up, it's not her fault. You might not know, but maybe she did try?
Nat. Was all ready for the outing. Received a message and everything she would have done to make up for the "yet to confirm" action had to be cancelled.
Now, you must be thinking I'm finding fault with you. No, I'm not. I'm just letting you know this is a mistake. A mistake of not confirming that everyone's free on that day before organising the outing. A mistake of only telling people when the outing is, despite asking whether they can make it on the day itself. This mistake has always been there, and therefore the outing always turns out to be a failure.
Why do outings that I plan with my group of 11 friends always work out? Ask yourself.
This isn't the first time this is happening. Realise I've always let it go, giving in to you, telling others "it's okay, don't get angry with her". Maybe to you, you've always been the one giving in, but look around and try to understand other people. We all have been doing things to help you.
Why do you always make it sound like you're the one suffering, the one giving in to everyone, the one whom nobody cares about?
Friendships ain't important to us? If it's not, why do we even bother making an effort to reply you and go for the outing despite our own commitments?
Boyfriends? Ask mine. How it feels to be abandoned for friends. You don't have one so you wouldn't understand.
Maybe explainations don't mean much to you and this post is nothing. But that's because we all care for this friendship.
You're hurt? So are we. I've always kept quiet, but please understand that this time, you've gone over the line.
what we could have been, 8:26 AM.
